Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hard Time's Again...


I think that it is important for all the people who read my blog to know that our life can be really hard, sad, and heart breaking at time's.

I know that I alway's post the best picture's of my kid's because I love more than anything to see them happy. What I don't post to often are the sad photo's and the hard time's. Well for some reason, summer's are really hard on Bradley, which make's it hard on all of us. The crying, screaming, pinching, and now head banging make it difficult to do thing's and go place's with him.

We will get through this rough spot but for now my little man is suffering and in so much pain. I know that this is very hard for Bradley because he is very aware of the fact that he can not speak. I can see that he want's to tell us thing's so badly and when he can't communicate his want's and needs we get the severe melt down's of rage, anger, and destruction. I feel so helpless and useless as his mother sometime's. I can not fix this and I wish I could. All I can do is be there for him and hope that someday thing's will be better...

2 comments:

The Baca family said...

I'm so glad we are friends, I know your pain as a mother, and NO! DON'T for one second think your not doing your job as a mom, your will to help your son is what makes you who you are "Michelle." Just hang in there, it will be over soon, and enjoy the good times that will follow the bad, you know the drill...If you need anything at all just come over, if you need a drink or just to vent, or you need me to make rice for Brad, or make dinner for you, Jason and Britney. What ever!

Julie Anne Winkle said...

I love ya' dear friend, hang in there...
Jules